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Small tasks Great rewards Work in and watch them grow Slow process Fast time Success out and the joys flow Slight giggles Big hearts Arms open and feeling into the love No rush Takes time Worth it and all in divine timing

Sweet smile, Inspiration, Chills of love and joy! Dark eyes, Celebration, Sparks of life and celebration! Gentle arms, Connection, Hugs of comfort and safety! Rosy cheeks, Radiation, Emotions of brightness and glimmers! Wiggle-butt, Invocation, Infections of silliness and laughter! Sweet Bear, The love of my life, Forever Into Infinite Perpetually...

Did we just become best friends?! Nope. He freaks her out.

Reaching into the past To pull the future through And dreaming in the present I take pause I give it, too And I buzz with excitement Watching old selves hug And kiss my present While my future eagerly waits My heart is full to the brim And I radiate unconditional love Give me more of this Endless love! It swarms in every form My cells light up My neurons fire And I dance to my own heart song Joy! Pain! Love! Death! I take them all in stride I am all things, so big and small O

Feeling refreshed, Renewed, And willing. No need to force the future. Interrupted, Abrupt, And okay. I accept what may come. Contented calm, Overcome, And happy. I embrace the flow as I ride it. Loosey-goosey, Oh so high, And free. My joy of chaos and structure.

La la la la la la La la la la la la Blah Blah Blah Blah Swimming, floating, waves carry me forward and back, gloating their strength Humm Humm Hummm Hummm Buzz Buzz Buzz Buzz Eyes closed Weightless Floating on the buoyancy I trust without thought Shh Shh Shh Shhh Shhh Shhh Hush Hush Hush Eyes open, fluttering The sunlight peeking Gently telling me It is time to start again.

Yay! I'm doing it! A dream right in the making! I watch my wins All the successes My whole being is shaking! Why? It feels too much! The overwhelming tasks! I know I want each step I take, but sometimes I miss my past!

Body betrayal Body harmony Fighting for attention, and resources... Supplementing energy to feed all the need and still depleted. Blood free-flowing Reminding me of my insides And my inside Divine feminine energy. Pulling and pushing Please guide me on How I want to lay, to rest, To give in to my discomfort - But there are things to do... Is my body not priority? Not always. Not often. And she lets me know. Her anger. Her discontent. Her right to rest.

Sunnyside Up! I made this guy. I love him.

The year matters For memory's sake They all seem to run together If I were to unpack them One by one Would I survive? There is more life Than possibility to remember... Why? There waits more on another side But what side - I am unsure. I want to go there, Swim with my subconscious Mix and blend with me... And me... And me... Would I choose to return? Or would I stay forever In that ocean of Love Pain Nostalgia and the Unknown Dare I find out?

My words escape me I show up Because I must What is expected Is known even if I don't comply My joyful gratitude is often laced with my angry confusion. I go with the flow Naturally But question if that is right with a constant cadence Creating worry is easy But not wanted Yet it flows forth intentionally I fight my own nature as if to say being me must be too easy

Just sleep Just dream These simple commands are like grasping at waterfalls Close my eyes Turn down my mind But the body does not get the message Half awake Half asleep Angry and lost at the place I am residing Begging And dealing My own negotiator is also my own terrorist Pills Elixirs Tricking my body into something it requires Please Sleep If only just a few hours, so deep I don't remember

Failing Falling Struggling Disappointed Heart-broken Exposed Wanting Searching Asking Pleading Releasing Reserved Ignited Inspired Giving Rising Breathing Flying Desiring Working Taking Soaring Thriving Alive

So I wait, I watch When I want you to appear You resist And I give, I long When nothing seems to work You win But I love, I receive When you think you've got me You falter For I know, I see When the truth seems a blur You appear Now I waver, I stand When my bones shake You notice Yet I stay, I continue When the fear and joy collide You are the one left waiting now

This love! This joy! Spring forth from my center! My being radiates with a love energy unique to even me. I hold it. I hold you. SQUEEEEEZE. Be still and feel Vibrations emanating from my body, bouncing off yours, back and forth and back again. OH, the joy! The excitement! I burst with anticipation at receiving you Into my longing arms!

Coldness Blanketed warmth Grab at the darkness And let comfort prevail Drunken warmth Let it pour inside my chamber I long for sunny days But sink into the winters that are Grateful for your body Which emits all I need Energy, heat, love, light We live here - no, We thrive Alone, Yet surrounded by life At every glance Trees, Animals, Mountains Sigh their vapor breaths Kissing us as they rise Back to the sky Like a smoke signal of life To the never-ending universe

Sliding down and up again Ride the bumps The smoothest skin Trace the lines and lets begin Glide inside Compulsion wins Freedom falls and rises high Its like a ride I start to fly Holding close and letting down We're at the end Without a sound

I hear it From beyond my hall. Your tiny sound Of movement. The gentle push of its nature Up from your belly And out. It brings me pause. Joy skips. I smile.